I remember how hard I sought for so many decades.
So often in Hiding, in secret ways wondering who may be watching.
My friend John put it best, One man leaves and another takes his place.
I do not think I will ever fully understand that, till after I go back, to whence I have come.
I am realizing that I can make my Wishes, and Desires happen, Literally.
Not sure why, and barely understanding the how, but I can make it occur, as though my wishes and desires are being granted, in a way I barely understand.
Now I seek True Love, the gitty butterflies in the stomach kind of teen love, and I am sure I will get it, but for the 1st time in a very long while , I find myself in a rush. Rushing is never good, but time in this rhelm of man is so slow. Yes to many, especially as they age it seems to move faster and faster, I have found a way around that seeming conception of reality.
I hope the true love , when I find it is what I wanted, for I have caring and parental love in a very plentiful amount.
There are so many things I can do just by wishing and desiring them now, these abilities seem limitless. As I have written here in the past, I must control my desires for to wish to hard for the morally inappropriate would be wrong, and I do like the nice CHRISTian morals, Thanks Jesus, Moses and so many other old ones.
I have started teaching again, online to those who listen with the ears given them by that which is all, and just maybe that which is all will allow them to see that which is everywhere with the eyes given them by that which is all...( some ARGO for y'all).
I like Argo, as once you learn to see the meaning in the pictures rather than just the words, so much of our rhelm becomes visible. I can on occasion see some of what the birds see, watched a bird dive bomb and eat a whitish thing in flight just the other day, Wow is an understatement. I do use the knowledge to slow the process in me, as truly it scares the hell out of me. No one else to seek answers or even chat with. When I cure someone from one of mans illnesses, stopping death, they busy themselves trying to insure I do not know that it was one of my little medications which did it, it was the sunlight or the wind of course. if they think it is hard to accept, well I can tell you that there is something to it to prevent me from going completely mad, cause I have been on the edge of that precipice for a long time now.
When ever I meet cousins the how old are you , question always comes up, and the endless glances at weddings etc...Humans, even when they see it with their own eyes of live it with their own bodies want a simple answer, such as a pill.
I am understanding , or starting to understand what the old gods were and how they did those things they did, for this entire world seems to be a mold of clay which can be molded in anyway, I will choose, I person of 1 continent, it will not matter, it is the accepting of this as the true reality I am in which allows it to be front center and first. The rules of man do not matter, Gravity Matter, those are just mans rules, though through their wise eyes they are rock solid. When I heal others I am clearly in complete violation of those rules, yet I heal by desire and need as I choose.
I can effect so much. I am at a point where if I were challenged directly, I think I would pity those that challenge me, especially if I was made to be truly upset.
You Humans are so infinitely powerful , but your more stupid and easily controlled with the simplest of wisdom. You turn to the wisest for your answers, when they are as a blocked pipe filled with facts and very little truth.
Enjoy what you have created for this mule has taken over and what is to come will lower your numbers dramatically, but those left will have more understanding and a better Rhelm to call home, or at least that is the plan put forward, so far.
To much said in plain but no one to care left anywhere, I dislike being alone, but it is as it is...Human time..Ughghhhghghhghh...
This Being
You are not alone. I see you.
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