My Beast and I..

7pm, Like a Clock went off. Gas, feeling of discomfort, deep deep. Body seemed to Drain completely over the next 4 days. The only item which felt comfort was water and only on the way in. It Changed those things on humans small toes, for me. Some Scars have heightened, some have faded, a process I assume. I have spoken here of the 33 yearish barrier, one the taste you can get on your way to this maji, the taste stops at 35ishy. Not often have I felt something so consuming, it was throughout me, everywhere, and cleaning house I think. The weakness has not completely Faded, but again a process? These changes so many of them all through me, will pullup to the edge of discomfort cliff but never cross the line, but when it seems all parts of you there at the same time. Thats a lot of cars. newage argo enjoy. My beast got a haircut and I could see he was as me only worst, so same solution for him and he is coming back as well. What seemed so severe as a Flu During a Flu Pandemic, (we got checked...Negative) seems to have been some kind of Barrier Break. I could not have known this but for my beast going through it with me. So much understood, just with observance. Human world, any Doctor, worth his bread, knows how to observe much much better than most. Funny thing that. I guess it truly is where you look and why? My mind, no my way of thinking things through, that has been changed by this event. Some of my scenes seem to have heightened. Mind are...they just are... I no longer seem to be able to see those things I see as normal as normal. I no longer understand Normal.so so sosososososmuch life, all gone. As I take this path back. I am progressing as it should be. There are things here which have been here forever, Just cause you cannot see it human, does not mean it is not there, you need to relearn to use your other senses, and see them for I believe they have been given a Task by the Old Man and it is not so pleasant for the Humans, Y'all ain't see nothing yet. Your bad beings is all, your just bad beings. All Blessings All