Progression through the Red...

As i cahnge , it has come to my reality that, this change is the same as what had been done to me before, by the white, the red change is considerabl more intense, and permanant, or so the stories, legends, myths, prove. A diary of daily ish events I have been through... Brian Van Bur: Is this a feeling you have from the progression of using your medicine? Endrin Obveirts it is the progression on here... Endrin Obveirts: the ALL is different somehow ? Owen Perry Somehow the different is all Endrin Obveirts: better, weak, better... Endrin Obveirts: Better, weak still but better, Don't know what is all occurring but it is certainly youth...even taught patterns changing to youthful thoughts, cannot explain that more....yet... Endrin Obveirts: Seem to be coming out the other side of this....wow Endrin Obveirts: still weak, general discomfort has become constapation and body making lotsa flem... Endrin Obveirts: My body, no longer processes food the same way, a very big and dramatic change, I am still figuring out, when I make a mistep then I pay for it with discomfort....I wonder if this will eventually stop. Endrin Obveirts: my body wants me to Fast, i don't, so when I don't listen it makes me sorry..uggghhh..the change is certainly a progression, only in reverse, I am scared of where i will stop as my tough processes are a lot like when i was 24 years. Endrin Obveirts: Strength returning, different...better...My ALL is much more centered and balanced... sleep still off, but improving.. Gotta deal with a shadow which has been hiding in our home, gonna send it on its way this night. Endrin Obveirts: Much better, can feel strenght and controls, remember how to use the shadows, not a great thing, but a thing all the same. Endrin Obveirts: did some things , i perhaps should not have, An egg Mcmufffin, and some fries ...other than that I was good and ate well Endrin Obveirts: fries were cooked in lard, bad idea, very bad idea...ugghhh Endrin Obveirts: Dear Lord, a reference point...an example I have been through in the past using the white...It is explained, so much cleared up with what I am going through, My Lady as well only much slower progression, I took more elixir than her thats all...Thanks Old man, I sure needed this. Blessings upon you. to be continued....