Mysteries of the ????

Flatroll...
As I continue my years of study, which have now turned into translations.
There are some items which strike me as the most abortive of all, the disregarding of the so named "mousewords" as meaningless in the Gospels, as I now know they were guides, for the true subjects, placed there so an adept had something to let him know, which of the many meanings to follow.
While I now relies this, I know that, whosoever placed the "mousewords" there, as they were writing, knew they would be needed, it can be a great many meanings can be derived from a single sentence, and more from a paragraph, and so on, If the original is very well designed, the true meaning can be one amongst an endless number of possibilities, and thanks to mans wisdom, we all know which has occurred.
   I remain somewhat evasive even in stating this as what I have solved is something very special, which when we were just children would have helped us along so well, but once again that talking monkey thing, Man's wisdom had that book closed and nailed shut, forever closed for man. Many who have learned or known have been burned  or lets say taken care of. It appears as though this club has the rule you mesa with this secret of secret's and we mesa with you, no matter who, how many, where, when, why or how powerful, this has been proven time and again, throughout time.
In ever era there is one , that is said by many, I would like to invite any other to say hello, as I am teaching, although there seems to be barriers , which are not like any other, it is very difficult to open others minds, so they can look for themselves and truly see, even while they try, very, very, very, hard.
   It does make the most difficult of things become easy?
At first I felt sorry for man, and as these words open for me, that became frustration, as how could they not see, then as I watched some people CHOOSE to die, or choose to suffer rather than try, even after seeing the results with their own bodies, I realized it is a trait of man, they choose this each and everyday, they just keep doing it to themselves generation after generation, for many thousands of years, and counting...
I just look at the world carry on now, knowing that in many lifetimes, I will wonder what will be next.
Keep reading, there is more to come, although in plain speak like this, not much and not often, man makes his choices everyday, I cannot change that, freewill allows them to keep themselves suffering along needlessly, but who am I but someone to watch.
I have tried yelling it from mountain tops, no one cares, they just go about their daily lives and die after 10% of it, thinking all along they did well, faith is truly blind, while blind faith has become a leader.
I will just keep watching, at least for now...