2 Nature's,. Fighting for survival...

It cames as expected, on the wind. On about day 4, I awoke and could not inhale, the throat and upper lungs felt like they were on fire. I grab the nearest thing I could find, my oils and put it in my mouth....Instantly I was able to breath, fell down, started to cry, and pray. I spend the rest of the day fighting to breath, with A bad dry cough and sever discomfort everywhere. Eternal is not Immortal. Day 5 was with little sleep, cough, harder fighting to breath. Took all my strength to shower. Oil is energy but burns out fast. Day 6, was feeling better, no idea why but I liked it. Day 7 and I awoke with my lungs filled with water, could not breath, taught I was done. I struggled to breath, got to the 1st matter, poured it into a glass, looked at it, and begged, SAVE ME ! Drank a large amount, went to lay on bed, in what seemed a short period of time, I was puking out stomach and lung contents, then the "scrubbing bubbles" effect started to happen in my lungs, within 2 hours I felt much better, 5 hrs later I was normalish. Day 8 same as 7, sleeping is still hard. It could be anxiety, but I feel short of breath when I lay down sometimes. I am drinking 1st matter everyday. I am alone. It seems as though the desiese and first matter, are close in strength, 1 st matter is clearly on top, but it seems like 2 Nature's having a fight within me. I fear no man, but this scares the hell out of me. Day 9 same again....day 24, the nightime sweating of the head while I am sleeping is finally over, Still weak but in better form daily. Wow, what a shit kicking I have taken....Wow. Updates to come.