With All that is Occuring..

It does appear that it is a walk through hell for every healing.. AS I suffer through the changes and heal, the suffering is shity. The Elixir uses itself up fast as fuel on the body. Here is something explained for you guys. Mona Lisa is a self Portrait, But you must consider what can be done with the Elixir to understand this? The change, healing is a walk backwards through what has occured to you as you were dying, and even if you dont remember, you will cause you relive it, most of it in a like fashion. If your body has been through it as you aged, you will go back through it as you heal, and that can suck...ugghhhhh. It is never as easy as it seems. I have always said to watch nature is to see all it does, is to see a different process for each and every thing, ther are a great deal many things within humans and each one is its own healing process. I can see the changes in the moirror some, dont know why? I am also sure that I died, and the Elixir is my current life source. I also believe that when we die our CORE is removed, the Elixer can replace it, but that replacement can be damged or removed and must be continusously replenished or you will not exist. Interesting trying to describe what can be felt, heard but never seen, or fully understood. When water does not wet your skin, you in the correct place. All of it is scary as all that can be Imagined. I have had to once again deal with Shadows... The Catholic Church will change the Our Father, that is a mistake....We need deliverance from evil. One bonus is ...Truly I no longer fear death, I dont even fully understand that which I have just said. All that in plain... Blessings All