What awakens in thee...

What is awakeing in me once again is familiar yet unknown. So many lives, lived yet the loop persists, I can leap it and move but it remains. although changes can be made i remain within this egg. I wish to make changes which require 2 or more. so many memories of those thimgs learned , always the teachings were with images.Images can be blended together a circle within a circle, or 2 plants become another thing, and so on, and so on, ...all gone....How.... i glimsp that there is 2 in each one, and one is sleeping, that one is awakening in this being for me. A process which occurs always as a sunrise, which i never quite get to remember, is it a blessing or a curse again.... as the body heals it takes a great deal of energy, and time, time time time...so slow here. so much stronger when not in daylight is a relived memory forgotten so many times, as to be never at an end. It is as a child taking all of my water over a wave at a time, in this so slow realm.with each wave healing and increasing the charge, and adepting as it lunges forward with each wave. How I miss those who would be able to discuss these occurances, should you belive you are adept enough to understand, a bit. Simply speak to me of those things only we know in the ways of our art and do it in the most open and public space you can find. If your truth we can talk and no one will sea..no matter the many...I pray one comes forward. As the dream becomes reality for another of times without end, I say it is nice to at least have friends Blessings