Sadness...Lost, my Friend....Back to the Sea without end...

I personally have numerous decades of this, I have caused many humans t not die.
Ihave defeated death itself, on plenty more than one occasion... I am Very Sad, Jan has Passed, and he had a grand amount of my medicines within him. There are a great may things which occur, which I am not in control of, The Old Man is. I tried long distance, over the Internet... It appeared as though they did all things correctly. He started to heal, then it seemed to change? Had I been there, No rather, if he had been here, perhaps it would heave been the correct outcome? I know what I ma and I know what I can do. I have never before missed, and there are many. The difference, he was not beside me, he was far away. That has had success before, many times, many humans. Theram, you and your lady will be very healthy. You will live to a very old age. It will be a very long time before I figure how I missed, but time being mine, I have a lot of it. I will know, for even those who are strange enoughto speak against me openly, have forthemselves experienced my healing...even if it was just a headache removed. I have healed with a look, I find that to be draining, but easily replenished on any sabbath. I can at this time only think the old man had a different view. Never before, I Pray Never again. It is Nature I possess, and the knowledge granted me of NATURE...No Magic, I remain sad...
Jan is once again in the sea , where there is no time, or emotions, of free will. A turn granted , ended, against my wishes. Never Before, I pray Never again All Blessings Friends.. A Special Blessing upon Jan. aqua